Why I haven't been posting

Why I haven't been posting:

* I've been busy, and I don't seem to be able to blog-on-the-run. Unless I figure out how to do so, this isn't gonna last much longer.
* I can't think of anything interesting to write about my life; put differently, I can't think of a way to make my life sound interesting. I keep starting posts in my head only to conclude they're not worth writing.
* My husband doesn't know about this blog, and I'm feeling guilty about it.
* I'm experiencing that imposter syndrome I almost always get when I've entered a new social situation. Sometimes I think I can only be authentic when I'm silent and invisible.
* I keep having to reset my password in order to log on to blooger. Why is that? Does it have something to do with my not logging on for several weeks? This is annoying, and makes me feel even more like I don't belong here.

Why haven't I told my husband? Could it have something to do with the fact that he thinks blogs are "stupid"? (A sophisticated conclusion he's reached on the basis of exactly *zero* research.) He's a bit of a curmudgeon when it comes to anything both technological and faddish. His favorite expression is "change is bad." I kind of love this about him. But sometimes it's INFURIATING. I think he'd worry, if he learned I had a blog, that I'd betrayed him or something. That I'd gone over to the dark side.